Marriage - a responsibility

When she puts that sparkling red powder on her forehead, I wonder does she always need to realize that she is wearing a responsibility on her head?
Does she always need to remember that she is different now?
Does she always need to recall she is married now?
Marriage a gala celebration of a girl's life, a celebration that only revolves around her. Its a day  from when her life will be changed, its a day from when her identity of a girl changes to a heavy word like women.
A day of her dream comes true with lots of responsibility.
She might have never realized the depth in the word like marriages, as she was buzy admiring the only beauty of that day but she might have never realized the idea of heaviness in that day ,that lied in that dress,that lied in that lightning, that lied in those ceremonies, that lied in those jewellery, that lied with her parents for getting apart now from their daughter.
She was buzy wearing those responsibilities wrapped with love and happiness,unknowingly.

She lived and then realized the true meaning behind every custom, as she came across the path where she got a baby and was buzy with her motherhood, one day realized the end of charm in her... the end of passion in her ,passion of doing her likings... which was over ruled by duties of doing things....

Now she only use to get admirers of her life not her... which was good but difference was ,now her life was her new family.....

Her life changed differently....with all acceptable changes.... everything that she accepted with just a smile .....

#RajRiya@3

Riya: ......... howz everything going on??                 
                        She replied...
Yeah! She replied after managing to relax and comfort herself with a thought that everything is okay......

Its not a date, its just a meet a casual one.... it has nothing to do with any type of compliments..........Poor Riya!! :-(

Yeah! Everything is fine ,on track.

Just wanted to meet you ...its been a long time we didn't have coffee together...... Raj said.

Riya blushed with an awesome feeling....A feeling saying to her " He missed you"....

Hmmm ....yeah a longtime, sure.

Riya: so ? Any special reason for meeting today.....

Raj: yeah, just wanted to tell you....

    Your order sir - Waitress brought their order, ofcouse on wrong TIME...

Riya:  Thankyou.....

She said Thankyou, but her expressions weren't saying the same..... As if she wanted to say Thankyou for disturbing...... .... Fucking service.

Raj: noticed You.....!!

Riya: what ? What is that, you noticed?

Raj: your earings.... Nice taste..

Riya: ohhh.... thankyou.
   
.....She blushed, blushed ,blushed and blushed......  At last he noticed something.

Riya: so you were about to tell something? What is that.... tell me?

Raj: yeah! That .... hmmmm .. sorry Forgot....!

Riya: what???

Raj: yaa sorry, but dont worry that wasn't so important....

Riya: (ohh gosh, how could he) Strange!.

Raj: hmmm so anything special going on?? Any new buddy in life??

Riya: what do you mean New?
          I didn't had any old even... haha..

They laughed together....after spending some more time together they paid up for the bill and left the place while going... Raj walked together to her car , where it was parked....

Riya: so bye.... shall I go now??

Raj: yeah sure....

Riya: bye....

she unlocked her car and pulled the door towards her and suddenly Raj called her...

_ hey Riya!!

_ yeah Raj??

_ you are looking amazing today.!

I mean you look every day.... No ,No,
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Riya: relax ...calm down and now say...!

Raj: I loved our today's Meet and expect to meet you, soon same way.... that too always and you are looking Gorgeous in this yellow top, its complimenting your skin and everything about you.....

Riya: Awwww.... thats OkAy... thankyou so much...

Raj: okay... I Love You....

Riya: what??

Raj: I love you a lot ...Riya

Riya: really??

Raj: ofcouse.... I do....

Riya felt like she is dreaming.... she felt all those uncountable stars just came down underneath her feets..... she felt so, light, so beautiful about everything, ...she felt like all her hardwork, all her prays , all those things that use to matter for her now.... concerns him Too.....

She smiled blushed, smiled, blushed ....felt shy... and Raj came forward....
    _ what happen??
Do you dont like me??...

_ofcouse I do.... she cried.... he hugged her.....

The end... episode2 will be continued....

#RajRiya @2

#2

Was it a date ??or just a coffee??

But whatever it was,  she was happy! and eager to meet him...eager to get a best compliment! from him ....loads of thoughts on her mind ....loads of expectations...
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She reached CCD at 6.15 ..she was late 15 min. But 15mins are nothing in the buzy cities like Delhi.....
She stood at the entrance of the cafe trying to find him....

He was waiting for her at the side table........ A table for two, A perfect table for her beautiful evening...

Riya: sorry... Am I too late?
          Did I made you wait too long....?

Raj : NO ,No  only 15 min...sit down
(Said comforting her)

Riya: Thankyou ...

She sat down trying comforting her,but she failed....she looked around ...those purple sofa style chairs and white tables with a glass top which complimented the purple wallpaper in and around the cafe with few jokes and coffee stories imprinted on it.....

After admiring the place ...she finally took a look of him. He was in his dark purple small check casual shirt with a pair of dark denim that was absolutely complementing and going with his fairly toned complexion.....
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You are looking nice....!!! (Riya complimented him)
Thankyou.......He gratefully replied.
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Now, Riya was expecting a compliment or some comment for herself too just to make sure he too noticed her .....her hardwork of shifting all the clothes from her cupboard to her bed,to her dressing table....But nothing happened so.... :-(
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Your order sir....?? The waitress was asking for their order...

Yes, What would you like to have???(Raj asked)

Cold coffee with hot chocolate on top......

And you sir??
Make that two..... Thankyou.

OkAy .... she returned back to the counter getting their order placed referring their table as table no.5....

So tell something....? ( Raj asked with great interest )
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But all her interest was lost somewhere, because she thought Raj didn't noticed her hardwork........her dress...... not even her Eagerness to meet him....

Sometimes expecting a lot hurts so much, yeah!! but her expectations would not be called a lot..... she just expected  a little attention.... a little to here about herself from him.....

Atleast this is not a lot to be expected for a girl ...Come On !!...!! Every girl expect this and only girls can expect and.. If not they? Then who??

Riya : what to say....Nothing ...you say ...hows everything going on....??
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#To be continued.....

#RajRiya @1

#1...
        Texting.....
Raj : shall we meet today???

Riya : hmmm today!! Yeah where??

Raj : CCD lets have evening coffee together at 6 ..Will that be okay??

Yap sure... Riya said.

This was the best day for Riya...
Finally her one sided love was taking steps ahead.... maybe to become complete or just to be a good friendship..
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Maybe Raj started to notice her or maybe able to recognize her emotions ....that were much more than a good friendship... or maybe it was just a meet.... a casual meet for Raj but definitely not for her...
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It was 5'O clock, Riya went down back to home,quickly dressed up in her best dress from her beautiful collection....

She dressed herself in yellow top that was having small autom leafs printed in brown and a tight fitted denim of dark blue shade that was absolutely complementing her yellow top and her natural ,beautiful,radiant skin ...A black 4inchs heel made her perfect... perfect to have a date with him....

But was it a date? Or just a coffee?

#To be continued.....

    

#RajRiya....

I have closed my eyes and I am expecting  you to be here only Raj u know naa! I scare from dark....
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And how many times Riya I have told you that Its only you who can see the darkness after closing your eyes...

oops! ...yeah! ...but  u always prank me naa! I keep my eyes closed any you make me wait for so long....
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But yeah! ,thats a different thing u always surprise me once I open them....so baby! Wats your plan for this time?
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Shona! Will you sit there and can keep your eyes and mouth shut?....
....baby, you are rude...Fine(frowned)....

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So, readers these are my characters #Raj and #Riya.... hope you all are going to enjoy reading their moments ...sometimes together....sometimes alone....sometimes waiting(for eachother)....sometimes...... Ssshhh! Wait for the episodes..... #RajRiya

IMAGINE....

Standing n staring you for the long time wasn't enough to live my life....
My life was linked to something different.

Not really a person but yes much more faithful than any living being....
Not really a bunch of papers but yes pages from my heart....

I couldn't imagine my life without it ....it was even there with me when I was alone... it was there with me when I was in elation.... I have ignored it many a times but it never disrespected me in return ....Many will think that how come a diary can disrespect anyone...it will remain neutral in all cases.... .

But ....but....but.... I have my imaginations to Go.....
It is neutral obviously .....as it never speak to me....  but deep back in my mind I just glance away my thoughts that... What If?.... it starts to demotivate me ....? ....What if.... it starts to make my writeups disappear....? ?...
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Sounds stupidity ....but what's harm in imagining stuffs like this? Does it harm in anyway? Rather they give us a new avenue to take a walk of thoughts.....
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. But sometimes I think ...god must also have imagined a planet like ours...thats why he is still sleeping....thats why we all are there in his dreams ....God knows....

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So people keep the button of imagination ON....  imagine and create....

DREAM...

I saw someone writing over my diary....and i realised it was someone similar to me... i came forward to have a look of that someone.... I peeped forward to look into the diary it was the same scripting style as me .... she used it the same way..... i read the title... it was 'pages from my heart'  ...it was familiar ....it wasn't new for me....as if it was again happening to me.... as if its again traveling from my past towards present.... but to the nxt second I placed my hand over her right shoulder ...she shook herself back and looked towards me...
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I was falling apart on seeing someone exactly lyk me.... I couldn't believe on my eyes I felt as if my vision is puzzling me out...but when my eyes n mind were fighting over the fact she smiled to me .I got puzzled again from her smile....before i could ask her name n her smile told me that somethings wrong....she said Ayushi !

I began to look at her face getting numb by her voice taking my name... I dragged my guts all together and asked her Who are you?. ? She just laughed and came towards me and thn vanished somewhere.... i couldn't see her anywhere.....but at last her voice echoed..... Follow your conscious Ayushi...she said..... hearing that I just got up and realized it was a dream....
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But something was still wrong in my head n ran to grab my diary ....after flipping my pages... atlast there was a write-up titled   'pages from my heart'..